"ohmygod! you're so gorgeous!"

so today my livejournal-ians was a very very very very very very, aka UBER good day :) went to the movies, had an amazing time, went to mcdonalds, even better time

"pickle races!"
"um, isn't it more like pickle adventure? cuz see, there's only one"

haha ketchup.. HAHAHAHHA
then when everyone left, sinead and i, although people were gone by 6:15, stayed around until 8
this girl, is abso-fucking-lutely the greatest
she's just so amazing
and i love her just so much
she's like ash
but lives up north
she keeps me sane
talks sense into me
and is one of the only friends i can talk to about guys
and even if she's not going through the same thing, understands me completly
i love her
i really dont know how my summer would be if i didn't have her around
she's so amazing
she's hysterical
has the same kind of sense of humor
and is just, awesome, okay? fucking awesome!

so after everyone left, we walked to the back of the movie theater and just kinda sat there and talked for what seemed forever then decided to go we went to marshall's and
did absolutly nothing except check my neck out inna mirror (thank god for coverup! haha) try on shoes and look at purses and these racy brass haha it was sooo much fun
so we're sitting in mcdonalds
cuz i was starving
and guess who calls out of NOWHERE?
um, jon :)
ha talk about SIGNS
so we talk for like 10 minutes and then we just decide that i'll call him when we get home, so we go outside for some fresh air, we needed to breathe after the really freaky fact that we had been talking about him and he calls
so we're sitting there, getting some fresh air, and out of no where, nicole babuke shows up, see i thought it was here, but i wasnt sure so i stayed sitting down
then when she yelled sineads name, i was sure
so sinead gets up and runs to her and she didnt realize me at first until she got closer
then she SCREAMS my name and we run to each other and hugg ha it was pretty awesome
so we're talking and she's like

"ohmygod, ash! i didn't even recognize you, you're so gorgeous!"

i love nicole babuke
and i love jon samper for calling me on a saturday night
i love sinead mccarthy for hanging out with me and putting up with my shit
i love ashley merk just because i could have no better wife

i hate steve cupo for playing me
i hate myself for believing anything that came out of his mouth
i hate that i have a headache
and i hate that i went against saying hate

ah fuckk it :) today was a good day
i dont have many good days
friends are um, the best

and all males except billy and jon are assholes
maybe it's a seton hall thing
HA
i think the best part is
how i dont care :)